A friend of mine asked me how come i’ve stopped blogging… and i say i have a journal that i usually write in. BUT i do miss putting up stuff in this space… a space that doesn’t yellow with age. I like the fact that i can just search keywords and find my previous posts related to those words. Maybe i should start writing stuff here more regularly again. Well… that’s what i say now… we’ll see if i end up doing it. haha…
My current thoughts are on friends.
I don’t like it when people say, friends come and go. I don’t like it but its true. Why do some people who were very close to me at one point in life, become a little distant as time goes by. How i wish it doesn’t happen this way.. but it does. Friendships change and it really requires time and effort from both sides to keep it going. I see heaps of ‘friends’ that i have on facebook… but i wish more of them were ones that i could call on a whim and talk about anything under the sun. But as much as i want it.. some pieces of the puzzle just don’t fit. I get stuck sometimes.. not knowing what to say… just want to be comfortable in the silence.
Its not like i dont have close friends now… i dont know.. i guess its just a sudden thought while looking around and reflecting on the people who are currently close to me. Its just a random thought maybe…